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Monday 5 December 2011

this memories........:)

memories.........hahaha..bila kiye fikir2 balik..bnyak memori2 manis atau pahit yg selalu bersama kita selama kita hidup di muka bumi ni kan??hahaha.mane yg manis,,kita akan kenang sampai kita tiada satu hari nanti..begitu juga pahit...kalau boleh kita nk lupa kan,tapi,memori pahit terus ada dlm pkiran sehingga kita susah nk lupakn nya...hahahhaa..seperti korang kt luar sana,aku pun ade memori2 manis dan pahit...well,things always around me that makes certain situations is a miracle or disaster..:)

huhuhu..memori manis..yg aku akn kenang sampai hari tua aku..ialah..family aku....segala susah,senang aku dgn family aku..itu yg mendewasa kan aku....mak,ayah..yg membesarkan iwan...terima kasih...beri pakai yg cukup,makan yg cukup..terima kasih....i wonder what could i do without you mak..ayah....i love you so much!!!and i mean it....huhuhu.aku ni sebenarnya agak malu nk ucap kn ayat uh infront of them..well thats me..but i hope they know how much i love them...saranghamnida...<3 <3 <3



ouh...my 2nd family...you guys thought me a lot..you guys thought me about life in bboyz....how i grateful i meet you guys...sephiroth crew...please..rise and shine ok...dh 6 tahun aku bersama korg....dlm mase 6 tahun,bnyk dugaan dn cabaran kn??but,ats nama spirit,kite still together..di bawah nama sephiroth....aku dh x mcm dulu...giving 100% commitment in bboyz....i'm getting old already....huhuhu.but,no matter what happens to me from now on,i will always stay behind you sephiroth.hey3,don't worry guys...i'm still at spirit in bboyz ok!!how could i ever forget that..you are my inspirations....to you MIX,SAKURA,JEFF,HARITH,S6x,BLURR,......thank you....this is how i am today because of you..i have create my own name....SEPHIRA....segala susah...senang bersama korg.....akan aku ingt..sampai aku tua...mgkin sampai aku mati.....thank you guys.........i love you guys!!!please rise and shine SEPHIROTH CREW...thats my pray for you........amin......^^



geng2 aku.....hahaha.geng nakal tapi berakal..itu la 1st ayat dr budak gila kt taman aku...nape la aku jiran dgn die..hahahaha...AZMI name nye..hahhaa.yg lain2 pon same..gila..FAEZ,NAZRUL,IMRAN,APEK,SYAH,CAPAN,...may Allah always bless you guys life...aku start kenal korg mase aku darjah 6..hahaha.baru pndah springhill,masing2 nk sombong kn??hahaha.but anyways,kite geng jgak..hahhaa..biasa la..dlm adat berkawan,msti ade usik mengusik kn??perli2..hahaha..hahaha,kalau aku ade wat korg mcm uh,aku mntak maaf la doe...seperti mane geng2 kita yg lain jgak...kite org kalau da perli2 uh,kdang2 just nk bgurau je..korg kn suka brgurau...hahaha..pasal korg jgak aku da pndai kawal emosi aku semamsa berfutsal..kalau x,dulu nk bgaduh je kn?hahahhaa..thank you...bia pun kita da lame geng,aku harap xde kite tarik2 muka satu hari nanti...selama ni pon,boleh di kate kan kalau sorg ade masalah,same2 dgr,bg nasihat kn??susah same2,senang pon same2..team futsal kte..HOTSTEPS!!hahaha..terus la maju ke hadapan...kite dah jauh dlm futsal ni...boleh di katekan kalau bertam ulu nk amik pon xde hal ler...hahaha..to our captain NAZRUL!!hahaha..thank you,kau cari game,deal game bagi kite org fit...hihihihihihi...ohhhhh,i wonder if we can always together like this....but aku percaya,satu hari nanti..kite mgkin akn jauh antara satu sama lain...thats for sure...bila sume dh bekerja....when that times come...i will never forget about you guys...you guys.....really........a true friend to me............thank you....:)












:)......and one of my best memories is you...tny...from the 1st day i've know you untill the last day i've met you..it was an honor to me...get to know a wonderful,happy go lucky and charming person....it is you...mmg saya x sangka,mula2 kite kenal hnye dlm FB tw...awk mase uh kt serawak....hahaha.mmg xde terlintas langsung dlm pkiran saye yg awk nk smbung belajar kt semenanjung...mmg x terlintas langsung...but who knows right...it is HIS willing...and because of HIS willing,bnde yg saye x harap kn pon terjadi..i"ve met you..hahahaha..bajet2 comel je budak ni..hhahaha...then,bwah pokok besar..i...confess to you....hahaha.aww awww..segan kot.....hahaha..but i know you...you want to success in your life first..you said you were not ready.....i understand..hari tu.....meaning so much to me...x pnah2 aku kuar date.hahaha..but then,,,after that day...we all busy with our lives.....mmg dah x rapat mcm dulu..untill now...but hey..i know,there's a reason right tny??x silap aku,die dh ade yg punya sekarang...hahaha..hey,i'm happy for you laaa!!congrats!x kira di mana kau sekarang..please be happy like always ok...live well,please remember that i always remember you tny...how can i forget you...you.........are once...my first love.....^^...i always remember one of your speak....kalau ade jodoh...x kn kemana...yeah..i believe in that...live well ok tny!!!!you were always remain in my heart like others memories i had....thank you for coming in my life long time ago.....thank you dayang kartini bt kamarulzaman......:)




well..i can say that..those are my precious things in my life....may this moment..remain in my heart forever....thank you....just say goodbye...if we were apart..don't ever meet again..because......there will be some sadness..that called memories.......i will promise you guys....this moment....even i've get old one day..you guys are the best memories i've had.........thank you for being born in this world.......thank you..:')

Wednesday 26 October 2011

there will be.....: ]

i believe...that there will be a miracle for me....i believe that there will be one princess charming that be destined for me to be love,hug,care......i believe,when that time comes to me,i will take good care of that princess charming of mine...as my time will come like any other man out there,i will....that is me...like any other person,i also wanna feel how was love look like..i wanna feel how to be love by someone...

huhuhuhu..pelik kn aku nie...eleh,tipu laa kalau setiap org xde perasaan uh..mmg bukan manusia la die kalau xde perasaan love uh...hahaha,but hey,im single now ok..but to be honest,i want someone that who can be my partner,.....a soulmate...yg aku bole jage,sayang,and protect her from any harm....i wanna do that,like any other man that has been fall with their woman...huhuhuhu,tapi xpe,mgkin belum jumpe lagi kot...mane x nye...aku nie pelik skit dari laki lain....bagi aku,kalau aku nk sayang seseorang uh,aku msti akan tgk perangai die,tahu latar belakang die..selalu nye,aku akan menelaah pempuan nie dlm lebih kurang....1 bulan...bila aku puas hati,haaaaaaa,baru aku express my feelings to her..hati meyh,,msti mau tgk.....kalau muka cantik,hati busuk,pon xde guna...kite yg sakit...that important...orang cakap,jodoh xkn datang kalau x cari...mesti la kite kne berusaha kan??hahaha..tapi,to be honest,i'm quiet shy towards all those gurls out there...hahahaha..mungkin mmg perangai aku mcm ni...

aku ingat lagi,mase aku 1st jumpe dgn budak ni...capital je la ok...^^
capital T...woooahhh!!bukan main berpeluh aku..hati dup dap dup dap je rase..hahaha..biase ler,im just an ordinary person,mesti ade kelemahan..tapi..i was tought that she will be my princess charming.but.....i don't know..x sampai kot jodoh..hahahha..sekarang pon kalau x salah aku,die da ade yg punya daa...untung nye bdak uh....hahaha.any way,i hope u happy ok tiny....ooppppppss!!!terlepas plak name die..hihihihihihi...i always pray for your happiness..

itu laa..no matter what happens,life must have to go on...so,i live..hahaha,x kn nk bunuh diri plak..mmg x masuk syurga aku nanti...ade jgak beberapa gurl yg aku knal selepas die,but,to me,they all were a good person and caring..but,my heart says no..x kn aku nk pksa hati aku for liking someone rite??im afraid that i can't give happiness if i go on...thank you....for liking me...i also will pray for u guys happiness.....im sorry,.....hey,we can still be good friends rite??in that way,no one will get hurt....heeee.suka3!!!:D

when the time has come for to fall in love,i really wanna show to my gurl,how loyalty i am to her....for me,im not finding a gurl who loving me..i wanna a gurl that gives loyal to me....loyal brings you eternal ok.....korg pon same..kalau nk cari pasangan,find a person who is loyal to you....hahahhaa..but maybe,im not ready yet..but when times comes,and i have found one...woah!!!bertuah nye aku......
so to me rite now....Allah is my first love...because without him,im maybe not in this world....percaya pada qada dan qadar...itu yg aku percaya.....sume nye aku berserah......aku yakin,ape yg DIA buat,adelah yg paling terbaik untuk aku....:D

im waiting for my princess charming:::.<3

Thursday 20 October 2011

im sorry....

im sorry.....i can't.....i hope u will find someone who truly better than me.....but hey,no matter what you do..remember...i will always proud of you...keep on living ok the one who i called lia.......you will always remain in my heart.......
there you go...a person that i set it free....i don't even tought that i will set her free...im sorry..im not good enough for you....bia la aku dgn die je yg tau hal ni ok..aku x nk aib kn sape2...she was a good person....that's why i wanna you to find someone who is nice as you.......aku x sangka....it only takes a short of time since i know you.....but hey..setiap ape yg brlaku,pasti ade hikmah nye..and i believe in that.....all of your kind,sweet,calm,...please just stay in you ok....don't ever change that....that is who you are...

im setting you free my dear..takes your journey..without me anymore..but,you know what..even we getting far from each other..we can still be best friends rite??i hope so..how can i ever forget you...knowing you.,its a fairy tale story to me....i will never forgets you...im sorry lia....live well,smile always...i always pray for you...take care dear....im sorry..:')

Saturday 15 October 2011

i will promise you..:)

i will promise you honey....believe me ok....ohhhhhh...x pnah2 aku rase perasaan mcm ni...tapi bila ngan die,,this feelings always appear....how i in love with her...dr acquaintance,kami jadi geng...dh jd geng..kami jadi bestfriends...dah jadi bestfriends,kiteorg fall in sungai amazon together..hihihiih.no lah..fall in love.......>.< sume nye gara2 die!!buat aku mcm ni,sampai ak boleh trjatuh hati plak kt die....ish!!hihihihi..amboi....die ni...baru aku tau perangai sebenar die...bukan main manje lagi...mcm bdk2 5 tahun perangai die...riang btoll...suka sgt tgk die..dgn muke die yg comel...huhuhu..yela kan..name pon kacukan..baru aku tau die ni ade keturunan jepun,mama die japanese,then brhijrah negara dan juga agama..alhamdulillah..daddy die ni plak mmg asal org kite..malaysian..so,dpt lah ank yg cute ni..mke mmg npak mcm jepun..tapi thats what she said...x tau lah kalau die ni membongak aku...harap2 x la ea cyg....hihihihi..2 beradik..and die ni yg bongsu.huh,patut la manje..ank last upo nyo...ish3...akak die umur 21..die ni plak umur 20..woah!!!atas aku laaa ni?!!mcm mane die boleh tua dr aku??tapi perangai sebijik mcm kanak2 ribena..huhuhu.xpe cyg..cinta ni x knal usia..

mgkin Allah tu nk tunjuk kt aku,mcm mane perasaan menyayangi seseorg selain kedua ibu bapa aku...memang aku syg sgt2 dgn die ni...ntah!!aku x boleh nk express perasaan aku ni!!complicated!!Tuhan je yg tau...weyyy!!keep your attitude like always ok cyg!!jgn ubah!!thats what you were!!don't change it!!
paling aku x boleh bla..die ckp die suke tgk aku ni gelabah rsau kn die...huh,selamba die je ckp mcm uh...bingai btol..mcm mane aku x rsau kn kau!!kau tu sakit!!msti lah aku risau kn kau!!laki mane x rsau kalau bini die sakit?!!cube kau bg tau aku sape?!!haaaaaaa..memang x laaa aku x gelabah..die ni sakit...dn aku kne beri ape yg aku mampu untuk die....supaya die trus tabah melalui hidup ni...she says that she feel calm when i was around her...honey..i always here with you ok.....just live and smile bright..:)

walaupun aku ngan die jauh,tapi hati aku selalu dekat dgn die..how i wanna show to world that you are mine..and i will proud of it...insyallah,kalau ade jodoh,x kn kemana..and when that time comes,i will always around you,protecting you from any harm......insyallah...sayang..i love you..i will always in love with you..i hope that you will feel the same way as mine...<3<3<3<3

i will protect you.
i won't leave you as an outsider.
because i have your heart in my heart..
i want to understand your sadness.
i just want to express the warmth..
i will promise you...
and i will keep the promise because it is you...
amalia adnani bte muhd rafaiey....saranghae..<3<3<3<3<3

Wednesday 12 October 2011




aku sayang kau....ye..itu la yang kau dgr...kau nak aku ulang balik ke??bole..AKU SAYANG KAU..kau dgr kn??:)mulut kau terkoyak bila dgr aku ckp mcm tu kt kau??aku mntak maaf capital L...sebab ape aku sayang kau??kau.....,sentiasa brsemangat,kau kuat menempuh hidup kau yg diduga Allah...kau jgn berhenti untuk jadi kuat ok...tabah,ak selalu ade dgn kau...aku tau,kau da janji dgn aku,yg kau akan selalu buat yg terbaik..itu janji kau pada aku...jgn lupa pade janji kite ehhh toq..aku??aku pon janji dgn kau,aku selalu ade dengan kau xkira susah mahu pon senang...insyallah...aku sayang kau lia.....

itu la die....janji 2 org yg pada mula2 nya,penuh dgn gelak ketawa,pnuh kegilaan bila 1st time knal...tapi,a smile can hide a thousand story...dan iye...aku da knal die...a gurl who is smiling but,hiding one sad story......dia...menghidap penyakit anemia...satu penyakit yg kalau x di jaga dgn betol......akan pergi buat selama lamanya...die tpaksa tahan sume bnde uh...sampai kn die ckp dhn ak yg die sendiri x sanggup nk teruskan hidup ni....sakit awakkkk..itu la ayat yg selalu die ckp kt aku....dalam hati aku..ya Allah...knape prlu die ya Allah...bsar btol dugaan yg KAU beri pade die....tears..that is where she always feel..pain and sorrow...every day,after solat,i pray to GOD..make her life full with YOUR "HIDAYAH"..give her strength to survive within YOUR TEST towards her...ish!!,aku da gila!!gila sebab aku dah jumpa my idol woman.....im crazy bcoz i already fall into her...

ea awakk..saye da janji dgn awakk kn...awakk suruh saye terus ceria and happy bila awakk sudah pon xde..saye redha awakk..kalau betol awakk pergi satu hari nanti...saye janji dgn awakk,saye x akn sedih2..saye akann jalani kehidupan saye seperti biasa...walau pun susah awakk.....saye akn cube....itu janji saye pada awakkk..tapi..awakk kne tabah ok...setiap hari itu adelah satu anugerah..sebab kite masih bernafas di bumi ni....jangan putus asa ok....saye sayang awakkk!!!!<3 <3 <3 <3

Monday 10 October 2011

wa sentiasa follow blakang lu ok toq..be strong!!:)

wan , saya hidap penyakit anemia since form 4 . pada mulanya saya jaga kesihatan , tapi saya penat . saya penat sangat hadapi sakit nih . sampai satu masa , saya selalu pengsan . saya susahkan semua orang termasuk parents sy , wan .
urghhh , sy tak patut bgtau awk pasal nih .
sy prnah jugak terfkir , lbih baik sy mati dari menyusahkann org ,................

ak dgr die ckp mcm uh,,,mengigil badan ak...dalam hati ak,Ya Allah,bsar btol dugaan yg Kau bag pada die...sedih ak dgr...mgkin trgerak hati die,lah kn masalah die sebenarnya kat aku...awakkk,saye mntak maaf awak,saye tau awakk,mmg x nk bg tau saye awal2 dlu..tapi,sekurang kurang nye,saye dh tau ape yg awakk hadapi selama ni..penyakit leukimia...penyakit yg hanya berlibihan darah putih dalam badan,dan kurang darah merah....mmg bahaye pnyakit uh..ak tau..dn x salah ak,cara nk sembuh,adalah dgn tukar tulang belakang dgn tulang belakang org lain..ya Allah...ak taau keadaan mcm uh sungguh siksa....tapi ak yakin,ape yg KAU buat pada die,adelah kerana KAU syg kn die,hendak menguji kesabaran die menempuh dugaan KAU...ak bangga dgn capital L ni.........,die kuat,tabah,masih mampu senyum bia pon die tau keadaan die yg mcm uh....tapi dlm ati die,sape tau kn??hidup hanye brgantung dgn ubat..sampai die sendiri x sanggup menahan sakit......memang ak kagum bila ak tgk die....to me,you really are a super woman!!and im damn proud of you capital L!!ak da agak...dari dulu lagi ak da agak,,msti ade something that she hiding from me....now i know..saye paham awakkk..

wei telettubies!!hihihii,,lu jgn putus asa ok!!qada dan qadar Allah,msti kne prcaya..wa tau lu msti kne slalu mkn ubat ok!!jgn bagi alasan pnat la ape bagai,kite ikhtiar mane yg mampu,selebih nye kite brdoa...wa tau lu kuat!!lu kn taikotai wa,msti la kne kuat!!insyallah,kalau kite usaha untuuk sesuatu,msti akan ade hasil nye...Allah itu kn maha adil lagi bijaksana...believe in Allah ok toq!!wa sentiasa ade dhn lu,lu panjat gunung everest pon,wa panjat sama dgn lu....jgn rsau ok...wa tau lu sedih skarang,ape celop!!lu jgn wat muka terapal eh,taiko mane bole sedih2,taiko msti mau garang,macam hamster!!hahahahhaah!!senyum ok toq!

ya Allah,beri la die kehidupan yg lebih baik untuk masa yg akan datang,kuat kn la iman die dlm menempuh dugaan mu,kerana ak yakin,sesungguhnya KAU maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang.....amin ya robballalamin...capital L!!,jgn sedih2 ok!!wa sayang sama lu....<3..:D

Sunday 9 October 2011

come on juniors...give the best with your soul.

for the first time,i must say that i proud with my crew..we achieve many glory and success..yeah,im damn proud about that..but lately,the one i get proud is my crew and my moments with other seniors when we at war once upon a time ago..not about our juniors2...juniors!!please,by the name of SEPHIROTH CREW,WAKE UP!!!!ak da lame perhati kn korg2 ni...ok,dtg PD,stretching badan dlm 1 minit....training your moves,x sampai 20 minit....then duduk2,termenung,tgk org lain bboy,cakap2...wei,ak cakap ngan korg ni ok,KALAU KORANG DATANG AND JUST WAT BNDA2 MCM UH,LEBIH BAIK KORG BALIK OK!!JGN BUANG MASA KITEORG(SENIORS)DTG AND TEACH KORG!!.Sephiroth crew ada standard ok!!sebab apa??sebab,kiteorg dah naik kan crew ni,sampai di kenali 1 MALAYSIA!GBC,WAKAKA,FAMOUS CREW,PREDACON SKUAD,BLAZIN SKUAD,and many others crew,da knal crew ni!jadi ak x nk la,korg wat taik kat name besar ni...yg paling ak kecewa,is that,korg x training,tapi bila ckp,kau ni crew mane,perh,tau plak bngga ckp from sephiroth crew..jgn kau sebut sephiroth crew kalau korg x de improving bout yourself ok!!korg juniors x kn tau,wktu ak ngan seniors2 dulu training,nk wat satu skil,tapi x tahu,sebab xde org yg nk ajar,so,tgk la youtube,learn from there,but you know what,,kiteorg ade soul,wanna improve and be better than others!alhamdulillah,bia pon tgk you tube,we got knowledge!!dlu,wktu kiteorg,huh,korg jgn harap la nk tgk kiteorg ni duduk kt tepi2 bustop uh...skli kau duduk,kau kne tiaw kaw2 pnye...sampai kau jadi pressure!!dtg PD pon bkn pkul 1atau 2,sebelum pkul 12 da ade PD..sape yg x dtg,seminggu kne pulau korg tahu..tapi itu untuk ape??untuk getting better in bboying!!kiteorg da dapat ape yg kiteorg nak selama ni,kiteorg da rasa ape itu passion in bboys!!tapi korg(juniors)??nk training,x tahu basic,x pyah tgk youtube bagai,kiteorg ade,tapi tanye pon mcm nk x nk je...a juniors in sephiroth yg ak btol2 proud is,bboy UNO(harith)...die mmg ak respect,stiap kali trun PD,msti kuar peluh kaw2..kau tgk foundation die ngan korg,mcm langit and bumi..die x pnah duduk lebih dari 20 minit!,he always try something new for making his set complete!!mcm itu la!!ade soul!!ade passion!!and lagi sorg yg ak tgk ade improving is weng jim..kau tgk abg die laa..sebab uh die pon bnyak improve..ak plg x suka DAWUD!,ckp besar,menganjing seniors,training pon mcm x training,tapi bila ajak battle,bkn men bnyak alasan kau bg kn?kau jgn pk kau da ckup terrer..sephiroth crew bkn mcm uh!!sephiroh crew x prlu kn org2 yg suka cakap besar ni!!kau dgr ni dawud,don't join this crew if you keep your attitude like that ok!!chnge your manners!!korg ingt,ak x kn bagi korg dtg PD kalau korg MALAS!!!wat malu SEPHIROTH JE!!!please,ubah perangai!i always pray for the best from you guys!!korg la next generation sephiroth crew.......our time has come..bia pon kiteorg masih training,tapi,we training for u guys!!supaya korg ikut!!wanna get my respect??PLEASE CHANGE YOU ATTITUDE UNDERSTAND?!!

Thursday 6 October 2011

wa adore sama lu la toq.

lu mmg wat wa rase something la toq...huhuhu..woah...itu la die...hihihi..si dia yg brnama..........tretttt!!huhu,x bole bgtau laaa..capital je la ok..capital L.die ni,mmg...cantik pon cantik..mcm cina pon ade ak tgk die ni..hahaha..otak die,mmg masuk air..ak rase da msuk air sungai pahang kot...huhuhu..tapi ak suka!sebab satu kepala ngan ak..hahaha..mula2 knal je..amboi,msing2 mcm rilek2 je.x tunjuk belang masing2..skali da knal,amboi,ak rase,mngalah kn org yg dh 5 tahun brkawan..bkn men ngam lagi..hahaha..biase la,manusia kn,cannot predict their true colour...ingt lagi,die ade update status psal ak in FB then,suh ak tgk....woah!!mase uh,trharu gila kot..tgk name pnggilan ak tertera kt status die...huhuhu..mmg sampai ke anak kepala la ak senyum,bkn men lebar lagi..huhuhu.then,terus and terus keep in touch with her..until,ak ngan die PM...die tnye ak,boleh pnggil ak wan ke x..ak gelak je...da memang semua org pnggil ak wan...so,ak iye kn je la..then,she express her feelings to me....she says that im a happy go lcky person..^^,im not a fake person ok..and im not hypocrite person towards someone...this just me...da memang semula jadi ak ni happy..kdang2,gelak sorg2 pon ak bole jadi..huhuhuuhu..wa bukan plastik ok toq...then,she said that she thank me becoz always makes her feel happy...toq...kalau wa wat lu happy,and lu suka,itu pon wa da ckup happy daa..jgn rsau ok....lu ni,slalu nangis ar toq..kata taiko..hahaha..tapi.......ak ade notice something about her...die ni slalu ckp hidup die ni singkat....mgkin die ade trlepas ckp ngan ak kot,yg hidup die hnye brgantung dgn ubat.....ak jadi musykil,so ak tnye la die....u sakit kew??mgkin die nk brahsia dr ak...ak pon xnk ar pkse die brcerita...bkan cara ak nk pksa2 org ni...tapi,ati ak kuat mnyatakn yg die mmg ade something yg wat die slalu ckp hidup die singkat.....xpe3..ajal maut ni,bkn kt tgn kite u,sume kerja ni,Allah yg uruskan..u kne usaha ok.....mkn ubat uh..jgn miss,insyallah,ade hasil nye ok....jgn ar cepat putus asa...wa ckup sedih kalau lu mcm uh...kuat kn semangat ok toq!!wa doa lu yg terbaik...:)
walau pun baru knal,tapi,wa harap,kite trus jd geng ok...insyallah...wa pon sayang sama lu la capital L........^^

Tuesday 4 October 2011

so long and goodbye.:)

that gurl....huhuhu..mmg ak adore die..sebab die mmg baik,satu kpale ngan ak..gila2 jgak..tapi..i dont want her keep waiting me..ak x nk ar wat someone brharap ngan ak..sebab ak mmg x ready nk bg 100 komitmen dlm cintan2 ni..belum smpai mase nye lagi..im afraid she will get hurt if i abandon her...her name..hihihihihihi.jeng3.capital je la ok..capital F..asal knal ngan die ni,dlm FB ler..hohoho,ak tgk minah ni mcm boleh wat geng je,x sombong,so,ak pon introduce la myself...ade respon tw3.haaaaa.amboi,mase mula2 knal,msing2 x nk kalah,speak english lagi..ntah betol ke x english ak mase chat ngan die..huhuhu.balon je ler..day by day,mkin rpat la..hingga stu hari uh ak ade mntak no die..but,niat hati just nk kwn je ok..die bagi..pas uh,ak try la text..uish!die reply..ak mati2 ingt just chat dlm FB je..tapi she consider me as her daily frenz...so ok..ak pon rilek je la..dh tau no,lagi rapat la..smpai nk g mane2 pon bg tau..huhuhuhu..after 1st raya,i don't know,we getting far from each other,no more texting..kalau ade pon dlm 2 minggu skali..itu je..mgkin ak sibuk dgn projek assignment lagi,mmg xde mase la...but hey,i tought its ok..name pon kwn kn..so,x de hal la kalau rarely texting each other..then,ak syak something..yes,she already fall in me..adoi...yup,i also do have a feeling..but as a good frenz..bestie..haaaaa,x lebih dr uh...i know because die ade kol ak..mase uh mmg lame gile la x contact..die kol...da sembang3,she said,xpe,lpas u abis blaja nt,baru la kite pk psal 'US' ok..dlm ati ak,uish,lpas abis blaja??pk psal kita??eh,ni dh len ni....lpas uh die ade ckp,that die akn tunggu ak..woah...ak serba salah...x tau nk ckp ap,ak just diam...awakk,kalau ade jodoh,insyallah,x kn kemana ok...i just want u to know,,don't wait for me...sye x nk..sye x nk awk trlalu brharap pada saya,u deserve to get another great man besides me...jgn tunggu saye wak..sye mntak maaf....u're such a good and well being woman..i respect the way u live your life...don't change that thing ok...im proud of you..keep it that way..but,things maybe doesn't go as its plan...mianhe..kite just be a good frenz ok??bestie forever..insyallah..sye mntak maaf wak...you are a free gurl..

Monday 3 October 2011

A woman that called 'MAK'



Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.... Mak...
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku.... Mak..
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. .. Mak
Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.... Mak
Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.... Mak...
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang .... Mak...
Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati....... Mak..
Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah.. Mak..
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya.. Mak..
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku.... Mak..
Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma... Mak..
Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah.... Mak..
Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku.... Mak...
Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk.... Mak..
Aku selalu teringatkan ..... Mak..
Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon... Mak..
Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu... Mak..
Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada.. Mak..
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "Mmaaakkkk! "
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah.... Mak..
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga.... Mak..
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu.... Mak..
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... Mak..
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. Mak..
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku.... Mak..
kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & lauk pauk..... Mak..
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku.... Mak..
Yang selalu berleter kat aku... Mak..
Yang selalu puji aku.... Mak..
Yang selalu nasihat aku...... Mak..
Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk..... Mak..
Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....
Bila seronok, aku cari.... Pasanganku..
Bila sedih, aku cari..... Mak..
Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada.... Pasanganku..
Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada.... Mak..
Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....Pasanganku..
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat.... Emakku..
Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa.... Pasanganku..
Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.... Mak..
Bila sambut valentine.. Aku bagi hadiah pada Pasanganku..
Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan “Selamat Hari Ibu”
Selalu... Aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu.. Mak ingat kat aku
Bila-bila.... Aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak..
Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila.... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak

Renungkan:

"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk mak?

"Mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".

Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya..........

Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada..... .....

"MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK..... RINDU SANGAT....!!"

Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya......
Berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya......
Berapa ramai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya.....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......
Berapa ramai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....
Dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya.......

Seorang anak mendapatkan ibunya yang sedang sibuk menyediakan makan malam di dapur lalu menghulurkan sekeping kertas yang bertulis sesuatu. Si ibu segera mengesatkan tangan di apron menyambut kertas yang dihulurkan oleh si anak lalu membacanya.Kos upah membantu ibu:

1) Tolong pergi kedai : RM4.00

2) Tolong jaga adik : RM4..00

3) Tolong buang sampah : RM1.00

4) Tolong kemas bilik : RM2.00

5) Tolong siram bunga : RM3.00

6) Tolong sapu sampah : RM3.00

Jumlah : RM17.00

Selesai membaca, si ibu tersenyum memandang si anak sambil sesuatu berlegar-legar si mindanya. Si ibu mencapai sebatang pen dan menulis sesuatu di belakang kertas yang sama.

1) Kos mengandungkanmu selama 9 bulan - PERCUMA

2) Kos berjaga malam kerana menjagamu - PERCUMA

3) Kos air mata yang menitis keranamu - PERCUMA

4) Kos kerunsingan kerana bimbangkanmu - PERCUMA

5) Kos menyediakan makan minum, pakaian, dan keperluanmu -PERCUMA

Jumlah Keseluruhan Nilai Kasihku - PERCUMA

Air mata si anak berlinang setelah membaca apa yang dituliskan oleh siibu. Si anak menatap wajah ibu,memeluknya dan berkata,

"Saya Sayangkan Ibu". Kemudian si anak mengambil pen dan menulis "Telah Dibayar" pada mukasurat yang sama ditulisnya.



jasa seorang ibu,mati hidup balik pon,belum tentu kita dpt membalasnya....

HOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAK...(zainab bte ramli)
thank you for giving birth of me...
im proud to be ur son.

Sunday 28 August 2011

happy eid dear frenz..

hee..annyeong!!^^
woah..lame btol ak x update blog ak ni...huhuhu..mianhe my blog..yeah..many things happen to me since my last post in this blog...well,i've meet some frenz,huhuhu.queen vampire.she's soft,friendly,charming,happy go lucky person..oi queen vampire,keep ur attitude that way ok..that suits u better.^^.tragic to frenz mother...that have passed away...her mom was close to me..tapi..yg hidup,pasti akan mati..itu la knyataan die..hanya doa ak tuluskn buat arwah..sabar ea fitri(bobo)..mak kau mmg bek semasa die di dunia dulu...sabar...my crew have finally return with new hope,new soul...ak dapat rase kn yg perjuangan ak dlm crew ni blom habis lagi..same dgn membe2 yg len..jadi,kami akn membawa crew ni lebih jauh dari skarang..insyallah..pade korg sume,support la crew kiteorg ea...hihihihi..dlm mase sebulan brpuasa ni,ak x sentuh futsal lngsung..adoi..rndu nk beraksi balik..hahahaha..tnggu lpas raye ni..konfirm ak gegar pintu gol..huhuhu..springhill fc boleh!!!^^
ouh..pejam celik,pejam celik.esok da raye...so,kepada sume kwn2.ak nk ucapkn SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI....maaf zahir dan batin...kalau ade salah silap ak sepanjang ak ngan korg,terkutuk kew,terkasar bahasa kew,menyinggung perasaan korg kew..ak mntak ampun dr korg...maafkn la ak ea..im just a human being..x lari dari kesilapan..may this eid,bring bless from Allah and joyful ok guys...raya stahun skali..jadi,enjoy ok...nanti kalau ak wat open house,insyallah,ak roger korg..hehehee,makan ade la ea..duit raye xde..da besar pnjang,mane bole dpt duit raye..huhuhu...ok.skali lagi..selamat hari raya aidilfitri...lots of love from me..ridzuwan yuri..<3 <3 <3..^^

Friday 29 July 2011

11.15 pm........



annyeong guys!!^^
i was lived on 11.15 pm.....baru je tadi..dan alhamdulillah,ak masih lagi bernyawa pada waktu skarang...yeah...11.15 pm....u know what,i agreed with english saying that'time really flies'.stuju sgt2 ngan pepatah uh..i dont even know,what im doing for 11.15 pm yessterday,or the past..ak x amik tau pon ap yg ak wat dgn 11.15pm yg lpas,ade kew wktu uh,ak wat bnda yg baek??wat bnda yg jahat??sakit kn hati org?or helping people..hahaha..i just let it go..tapi...11.15 pm ini bagi ak,sgt berharga dan bole dijadi kn sejarah selama 19 taon ak idup dgn ade ny 11.15 pm ni...haaaaa.thank god,while i live in this earth,i found u 11.15 pm..and u make me survive...mgkin slame ak idup,11.15 pm ni dh bnyak wat org tgelak ngan ak,org menangis pasal ak,org marah dgn ak,mcm tadi,11.15 pm yg tadi,im all alone..huhuhuhu..tapi,ak risau,,ak takut tntang 11.15 pm yg akn datang pade ak..ade kah 11.15pm akn dtg,ak akn jadi seorang yg berjaya??,adekah ak akn jadi anak yg soleh pada ibu bapa ak??atau,adekah 11.15 pm yg akn dtg,ak akn jadi seorang yg men sia sia kn idupnya??dan adekah 11.15pm yg akan datang,ak x dapat lagi melihat dunia??like all people who was lived in this world??i dont know.....each day,im praying towards GOD..make my life easy,and well being in this humble world..forgive all my sins if i did wrong on 11.15pm..give me YOUR blessed while im living yesterday,now and tommorow......amin ya robbalalamin...11.15pm....this is my story while im living on 11.15.PM.............^^

Monday 25 July 2011

im proud of u guys..(sephiroth crew)






annyeong guys!!hahahaa..blom pape da mule gelak..^^
ouh,that picture reminds me of my crew(breakdancing)...the name of our crew is SEPHIROTH CREW representing port dickson,n.sembilan...huhuhu..this crew was been found by our leader,muhd izzwan bin azwar.(wearing choclate jacket) since 2005..mase uh,masing2 dalam satu skola yg same,,tapi die ni da form 4,ak plak baru form 2..hahaha..die tgk ak breaking kt skola sbb ak dlu crew lain..lpas je abis show off,hihihihi,die dtg,ckp'wei,jom msuk crew ak,ak bole bwk kau pegi lebih jauh dari ni'..woah!!,care die ckp,btol2 meyakinkn ak..then ak wat kputusan tuk tnggalkn crew lame ak and join his crew..hahahaha..di situ la permulaan ak dlm crew ni..dlm crew ni ade 7 bboy..including me..that bboy is.bboy kaisurei(duduk dari kiri),bboy sakura(atas dari kiri),bboy joker(wearing mouth mask)bboy sephira(me,wearing snow cap),bboy mix(wearing choc jacket)bboy blurr(sit right next to me)and bboy s6x(hujung skali)...ini la senior2 yg brhempas pulas untuk memajukn crew.ingt lagi,dlu,wktu ari sbtu je,adelah wajib bg kami turun bus stop pd untuk training...dan kalu sape2 yg x dtg,akn dipulau babe..huhuhuhu...uish,smpai ak ponteng tusyen la smate mate nk jadi gmpak..hahahahaha..balik kne beluti ngan mak ak sbb kantoi baju ak bnyak peluh..huhuhu..uish,bnyak jgk la rintangan yg kite owg hadapi..kne belot laaa,gaduh laa,ponteng skola laa,hahahaha..tapi,dgn sume rintangan uh,crew kiteowg hampir dikenali la 1 malaysia..kalu stakat giller battle,wakaka,floor fever,famous crew uh,sume kiteowg pnah lpak skali..da mcm 1 family la..hahaha..pncapaian kite owg yg plg ak bangga skali is,kiteowg telah bjaye menampah name dlm BOTY-battle of the year...event uh di buat 1 atau 2 taun skli kt malaysia di mane sume crew dlm malaysia msuk and show their talent..kalu mnang,dpt g oversea..huhuhu..tapi bkn itu kiteowg kejar,kiteowg msuk sbb nk crew ni dikenali stu malaysia..hahahaha,dn dgn berkat usaha,mmg crew ni agak famous...^^wktu uh,adelah wktu yg plg ak bngga,nk menangis la mse uh...lpas je event uh,crew ak trus maju dgn event2 yg lain sehinggal la tahun 2010...oleh kerana,rmai yg smbung blaja dan bekerja untuk mncari duit...





haaaaa,lpas je crew ni famous,bnyk la bdak yg nk masuk blaja ngan kiteorg.dn junior2 kite org la yg bakal menggantikn kteowg satu hari nanti..like the picture above,jumlah family kite org smakin ramai...dn dari situ,ak sedar,our job here is done..ak dan crew ak da wat sdaye upaye for making sephiroth crew maju...its time for new generation to replace us....mcm wktu skarang,ade jgk ak trun pd,tgk keadaan junior2 ak..wah,bnyak bdak2 baru yg ak sndiri pon x knal,blaja ngan dorg...huhuhu,kembang jgak ak bile bdak junior ni ckp kt bdak2 baru uh yg ak ni senior lame dlm crew ni..pas uh sume nk tgk ak breaking..hahahahhaa,ap lagi,ak x bagi can,ak break ar bg tnjuk kt dorg..hahahaha,tapi,ak da x dope mcm dlu,same like my old member....wlaupun new generation takes place,tapi,kenangan ak dgn 6 membe lame yg len ttp dlm hati ak smpai bile2...sgala pahit,susah dn senang ak dgan dorg,i will remember it untill i get old....aku bangga dapat dilahir kan sbagai srg penari dlm crew ni...dn wlaupun ak da kurang bboy,kalu ade yg ajak ak battle,ak sahut cabaran org uh,dan kalau ade org tanye aku ni dlu crew ape,ak akn bangga sambil cakap im from SEPHIROTH CREW...kami bukan sekadar 1 crew,kami juga 1 family...and im damn proud of it.....ini la peristiwa paling hebat yg berlaku dalam hidup aku...keep on shining and always dance untill sun rise sephiroth crew!!thats my pray for u...-BBOY SEPHIRA-
<3 <3 <3 :,)

Saturday 23 July 2011

futsal!!!

hahaha..annyeong!!woah,pnat nye ari ni..satu hari men futsal..tournament la katekn..hihihihi..aduh,ak nk bg credit kt membe sepejuangan ku,amirol syah,nazrul aziz,mohd faez,junior kiteowg,mohd fikrie(nt da bole join skuad senior ea),sula,chandra pos and acik zul....mmg kteowg da wat yg plg bek tadi...peringkat league,xde kalah meyh,sume mnang..hahahaha..well,mls ar nk blagak kn..huhuhu..tapi,msuk sparuh akhir plak kalah 2-1...its ok u guys,dapat no 4 pon ok,im proud of u guys..saje je bagi team len mnang,asyik kiteowg je mnang..mls la nk mnang slalu kn geng..hahahahahaha!!!well,we are going to be strong and pure next time...watch out ok!!hahahaha..

Friday 22 July 2011

i love my life.....

hye there peeps..^^
im ridzuwan yuri..hey guys!,im currently new here..well3,i do love to making a diaries.,tapi kalu nk tulis kat dlm notebook,mmg krem la tgn kn..so,i decide to create my own blogger..hope u guys would stick following me ok...
well,im just a person who love to laugh actually,hahahahahaha,tgk,da mula start da...^^
bagi sye,watpe la kite nk slalu tension2 dgn msalah dunia kn..wat pning pale je...so just laugh as long as u can..i love to wash my hair,playing futsal,breakdancing,hearing kpop songs,watching movies,make friends and sleeps!!hahahaha..well,im a little bit korean addict.hahha.i just love them...
tapi,dlm sye suka2,ttp jgak ade rase sedih......sye tpakse mlepaskn satu2nye gurlz yg bg sye,,,xde gantinye....mgkin die bukan utk saye..hey,life must go on.walaupon sakit..sye ttp hadapi dgn smile..im hoping she have a good life in a future....and im still remember u until when2..huhuhu..im sorry capital 'T'.....well,wat cool,wat peace and wat rilek..itu je yg mampu sye wat..^^

this is my bittersweet life: Ukiss - 0330

this is my bittersweet life:

Ukiss - 0330
: "Ukiss - 0330"